i still love him but i can't do it anymore
he deserves better.


winters nightoh what a beautiful winters night snow cold and so deep, my breath is frozen in my sleep, angles watch the silent night,winters night
so dark and yet so bright, so beautiful in it's perfection, the peace of empty blackness. snowflakes falling on my nose, the white blanket without a crease, the stars in the sky shining like a freshly dewed web.
Oh the peace and perfection of a winter's night.


questionswhy should i do what people say? why? why can i not do what i want to do? why should i stay? i do not want to be here anymore? i don't want to hear from you? how come i can not do just what i want to do? how come you control my life? i don't feel like i'm living. and now i am fed up of giving.questions


sicknessi'm sick in my stomachsickness
and i don't know why. sometimes the feelings so horrible i just want to die. my stomach's in a knot,
and it's making me sick. i don't know how much more i can take of this. the sickness is getting worse, it's making me me ill. Sometimes it feels so bad i think that it might kill.


heartbrokenmy heart feels like it's breaking i don't know what to do. All i want right now is just to be with you. i want to hold you in my arms and feel your tender kiss. the feelings of which i feel when i'm with youheartbroken
i find such bliss. But i cannot hold you right now, i cannot feel your kiss. I feel like i'm losing you, and i don't want to let you go, i never want to lose you. so please, hold on for that bit longer. it'll all be over soon.
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If you can read this, you're probably not dead yet.
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In Soviet Russia, art comments on you!
thanks
xAmayasanx
No, I didn't do that. ¬.¬
I joined instead! ^_^
check out my prose please tashie. i think you'll like it.
thanks
xFayex
Wasting time beofre my din-dins by checking out your site. have fun a college, and now i'm open to offers for my art! hehehehe
Just thought I'd say hi, and that I finally started using my account again
love,
Carl
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love you
xfayex
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May love set you free.
Never let what you want escape you, it is always worth fighting for.
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